Stretch this song to a fever cadence.

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everyone but me.

you. how's living? how's life?
your friends. your side.

me. i'd say its a cold night.
i'm dying.. died.

nice poem.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS :)

my original plan was to message all the teachers to wish them a Happy Teachers' Day since celebration was cancelled due to a massive power failure in school yesterday. but, I lost my phone so fuck the fuck.

not feeling very good now, and doing my art stuff. accompanied by emo music.

seasons are changing
waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us...

I don't know why some of it keeps coming back- I see her face, I see the two of you happily together.
am I going insane? why do I still feel the hurt, why do I still feel the pain? why do I feel so shit I feel like crying all over again? it's not your fault. it never is. my fault for not being able to put the past down. my fault for thinking about things when things are going aokay.

...days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I'm sorry. will distance myself for the time being. just nice, phone is missing anyway.

I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Girl, I miss you.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. my current fav, I love it. makes me smile, makes me cry. makes me think about. stuff.

I'll be just fine.

I'm tuned in to Internet Radio now, I get to see what song's gonna be played next even before the Dj has announced anything. Cool sia sia sia.

Haha, I'm such a good girl. I pon school to do art 'O' levels at home :) I'm on my last piece now. I hope I'll be able to finish soon and mug mug Biology! Oh yeah, and recently (actually just yesterday) now the new trend is to repeat repeat things for emphasis emphasis (looks at Jamiemie and Chenchen and Shereeree) Funny inside joke caused us to go crazy during Lit, saying Hi Chun twice like, "Hi Chun Hi Chun" hahaha. Okay you prolly won't understand it ha

Anw, I'm sleepyyzzzzzz and I miss Manda haven't seen her for days. <---- random thought.

This is why I rock rock rock rock stuck in my head. Haha.

Tests, tests, tests. Stress, stress, stress.

Life has mainly revolved around school, home, macs and tuition centres. Mundane. Routine.

But one of the few perks I have everyday are my beloved classmates from 4 Diligence which got me thinking about how I'll miss them. Which class goes about teasing/bullying Carolyn all day long? Which class has a rockin' form teacher who even joins in to poke jokes at Carolyn? (She doesn't take it to heart-) Which class goes eccentrically crazy on a Friday afternoon especially during Chemistry with Ms Lee?

Recently, I suddenly felt very bonded to this group of people whom I was with since Sec 3. Honestly I didn't like it. I still remember Jean, Esther and me, who only knew and had only each other for company, that we sat together at the back of the class. Hmm. Then I sat with Shannon, and Jamie. And now so quickly, the class connexio pages are due and I'm left wondering just how much I'm gonna miss all of them after graduation.

And, on a lighter note, I think I'm actually enjoying this whole study mug mug mug thing.
Especially, with my friends.

Muds snatch theft my girlfriend's phone and she fucking doesn't have a phone now.

We were just studying underneath this Hdb flat, when three muds came up to us. One of them asked us if we had a lighter. My girlfriend didn't have her lighter nor smokes with her at the point of time. So she said no. Then, the another mud said, "Don't smoke ah?" We shook our heads. Then, they made eye contact with each other, and the fucking mud reached out and grabbed her phone which was on the table and they all took off.

I'm sorry I made us stay in Ang Mo Kio instead of going Bishan. I'm sorry I was the cause of you not being able to chase after them. I'm sorry I was so stupid and dumb in a fucked up situation like this.

I don't think you would come online but if you do, I hope you'll read this. I'm really sorry Kel, and, I miss you a hell lot :((((

Why do you meet her a hell lot more than I do?

Sports day on the 27th April, which is actually 4 months exactly to my birthday, which is also to the start of prelims (don't remind me) and omg omg omg I'm starting to freak out because that's like friggin fast and soon it'll be 'O' Levels. It seems like just a few days that Chunchun and me were like, can't wait for Sports day to be over then we can settle down with our work. But so fast (like in a blink of an eye) it ended and the next thing you know, Jubilate is here!

Anyways, sorry about the hysterical outburst I just had. Sports day was really draining I swear, I'm still sleepy and lethargic and I can't think properly. Went about doing stuff with soggy socks and because of the rain, Sports day was hell of a wreck. Greeny green didn't go up to third but nevermind I had fun and the committee got damn high after losing. Chunchun don't cry, okay? You did great and the picture up there is for you :)

As I was saying, committee got damn high, ran around the track with flags and all. People I didn't know became friends in this period of time and I'm really glad to bond with you all <3 Also thanks alot to the backups people, Chicken Little for the help with the banner even though you're sick, Mojojo (haha) and her friends for the carrying of food and all, and Danfong for the support even though Green was losing, Chen and Jenna for the coordinating of cheer while we were on the track. Not forgetting Green's cheer especially the injured ones, plus Waiteng for the hard efforts!

After sports day, Zhang Laoshi treated us to dinner at Swensons. Chew and me ate damn fast so we could go to the hilltop to watch stars with Kel and Jan! Because it rained earlier in the day, stars did shine in the sky and it was so goddamn beautiful I tell you. No falling stars though. (Pictures above) Chew and me wanted to take alot alot of photos but don't know why but bungs somehow don't enjoy phototaking. Haha, but it was really one of the best nights I ever had. I mean, being with a good friend with her girlfriend and having my girlfriend in my presence all under a starry sky and serene still of the night, what else could I ask for?

and I could ask for you.